how to have a bad day

- mouth ulcers

- blisters 

- working for 4 hours in an empty store

- rain all day

- having a fight with your boyfriend knowing you’re the bad one 

- knowing you sister will be gone tomorrow at the same time for over a year

- feeling like you’re useless for the moment, nobody really needs me now

- that part of that one song that always wants to make me cry (and now it happened)

i had a bad day

but nothing of what happened today 

excuses what i did to you